{"id":13138,"date":"2025-06-01T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-06-01T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/marinascateni.com\/es\/blog\/morir-y-renacer-el-poder-transformador-de-mis-practicas-diarias"},"modified":"2025-06-01T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2025-06-01T00:00:00","slug":"morir-y-renacer-el-poder-transformador-de-mis-practicas-diarias","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/morir-y-renacer-el-poder-transformador-de-mis-practicas-diarias\/","title":{"rendered":"DYING AND REBORN: THE TRANSFORMATIVE POWER OF MY DAILY PRACTICES"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00ab&quot;Dad, do you want me to take you to bed?&quot; I nodded, my eyes already welling with tears. My father was dying right before my eyes, and my heart was breaking. <strong>squeezed into a gag<\/strong> from which I couldn&#039;t free myself until several months later. I pushed his wheelchair into his room and called my mother to help me lift him into bed. His body had grown heavy; his earthly life was leaving him. I took him by the chest and laid him on the bed; his limp arms encircled mine\u2026 In this last embrace, my father sighed.<\/p>\n<p>And the world around me changed. Or so I thought. In reality, it was I who couldn&#039;t feel the ground beneath my feet. Sleepless nights began, a restlessness... <strong>wrapped<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>\u00ab&quot;Your father was an elegant man until the very end.&quot; I started looking at myself in the mirror and seeing myself with that same elegance; I searched for it in my clothes, in my hairstyles. It was hard to find myself without him. Who was I without my father alive? I never would have thought that the bond with my dad would be so strong and almost vital to me. I thought I had prepared myself, that I was old enough to take on his role. <strong>exit from the scene<\/strong>. I thought that then I would stop missing him, like I had all my life, perhaps\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sadness me <strong>invaded<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>Two months after his death, I suddenly stopped and began to cry. The man by my side at that time was unwilling to offer me the gentleness I needed; he judged my grief as abnormal and <strong>frustrated<\/strong> My need to experience it. This added to the many different perspectives on daily life. I left his house that day, knowing I would never return. My father was already beginning to guide me from above so that I could find the strength to make the right decisions. Besides, he had never liked this man for me.<\/p>\n<p>The losses then became two: two separations, two awakenings, and two acceptances of the end. I began to decline greatly. My inner self <strong>She was crumbling under the weight of these two deaths and could find no way out.<\/strong>. The sadness was stronger than my vital energy. I absolutely had to do something: my son needed my presence and my joy. The center I had just opened (a few days after his passing, I signed the lease for a space for yoga and natural therapies that I had dreamed of finding for years; once again, a feather fell from above) <strong>It revolved around me and required me with all my strength intact.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I felt like I was collapsing<\/strong> More and more each day, and I was fully aware of it. I decided to do something. The intention was very strong, as was the will to get out of that situation.<\/p>\n<p>Me <strong>I clung<\/strong> I went to practice every morning. At 5:30, I made the effort to get up and practice Ashtanga Yoga or Vinyasa, finishing with several Qi Gong exercises to rebalance my energy. After each practice, I felt reborn. Day after day, I felt my vital energy returning, and with it, the desire to go out.<\/p>\n<p>And so, the change in frequency within me brought about a splendid <em>coach<\/em> who accompanied me with her wonderful presence and comforting hugs. I then added meditation to my daily routine and peace began to fill my heart.<\/p>\n<p>The insomnia persisted, and the antidote was a retreat at Plum Village. I slept immersed in the forest and practiced an hour of yoga and an hour of meditation daily with a partner. Mindful walks and self-observation during the day brought me back to that mental calm that allowed me to sleep again. Once more, daily practices and the <em>mindfulness<\/em> They were the antidote to restore balance.<\/p>\n<p>The book &#039;\u2018<strong>My Daily Practices<\/strong>\u2018&#039;It is written with all my heart, so that you too <strong>you can develop<\/strong> this precious tool and <strong>experiment<\/strong> the inner arts, <strong>creating<\/strong> Your healing refuge and your strength for everyday life. We die and are reborn several times in one existence, but what you achieve by having a daily routine of inner arts allows you to be reborn more quickly each time, and to shine brighter each time and with greater inner peace.<\/p>\n<p>Keep your Light alive by cultivating the seeds of it every day. <strong>harmony and full awareness<\/strong> to live life to the fullest.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00ab&quot;Dad, do you want me to take you to bed?&quot; I nodded, my eyes already watering.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"page_builder":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[50],"tags":[54,58,56],"class_list":["post-13138","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-books","tag-meditation","tag-mindfulness","tag-yoga"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13138"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13138\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13138"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13138"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ondamarinaholistica.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13138"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}